Xander here!
Xander, Worker, Happily Engaged, Hot, Just me, you know...
RP Blog. Trigger warning: explicit violence and blood. Please leave if you're a suggestive person or can't stand to strong descriptions.
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Xander/Angel - Sappy romance
Enjoying his kisses a lot, I stood up again while kissing him back. I sat and eat the meal that Angel had prepared for me. “It’s delicious” I smiled. The ability he had to cook without tasting the food and still doing it great was amazing. Yes, I missed us two having dinner together, eating ‘human food’ as I’m sure he calls to it… but I guess I have get used to him drinking blood… again, as I did before.
We both ended our meals and I then washed all the plates and the kitchen stuff with the help of Angel. “God, I’m so tired” I said while saving the stuff. I turned around then and hugged my beloved Angel. “Shall we go to sleep now?” I kissed his chest “I really miss sleeping with you”
Angel smiled lightly as he sipped his blood, he looked at it as if it was poison yet he needed it. He finished it and nodded to Xander “I’m glad you like it” then he stood up to help Xander with the dishes, he was drying off the same cup he used for his blood. Putting it away when Xander said he was tired, he straightened up and hugged Xander instantly missing the warmth. Angel closed his eyes and sighed “I miss knowing you’re right there beside me…” he then coaxed Xander into the bedroom “You get ready for bed and I’ll go lock the doors?”
I hugged him tight and sighed. God, I had missed him. I kissed his chest and nodded to his question afterwards. I took my bathrob off and laid in bed just on my boxers, waiting for my future husband to return.
Future husband…
Oh my god… What happened with all that? We’re still getting married? Are we gonna do it or… or will we just stay like this? A trace of confusion took over my mind and I frowned. Should I ask him? No… he already had a lot of issues going on with Darla and Drusilla and he just returned home… He must be tired and I should let him clear his mind a little before asking such a thing. I sighed, one more time.
A smile appeared in my face as soon as he got in the room, and I stretched my arms towards him to indicate him to lay with me. “Hey…” Once he did, I placed myself on top of him, almost like sitting on his lap but with my legs on each side of his waist. I hugged him, and kissed him deeply while caressing his back. “I love you. I never get tired of saying it to you, you know?” my tone of voice was deep and sincere. “What’s gonna happen with Darla and Drusilla?” I asked, fully concerned. If those two were still around that would mean problems for Angel and therefore, for me. “They don’t know where you are, right?” I took his hand and tangled our fingers, watching them as I did so.
“I hope they die… or just… just leave… I wanna be in peace, with you” I looked him in the eyes “Only you and me…” my lips approached to his and met them in a very sweet kiss which got deeper as the time went by. From his mouth, I kissed down his jaw and then his neck, hugging him tighter as my hands caressed his back up to his hair, and down to his waist.
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Xander/Angel - Sappy romance
Xander here!: Xander/Angel - Sappy romance
Angel closed his eyes as they hugged tight, not wanting to let go of Xander at all. He kept him close and looked at him “I…Just couldn’t see a way to keep everyone safe without getting someone hurt…my intention was good but the way I did it…I’m so sorry Xander…” he…
“No no more risks…promise” they said in-between kisses and he kept Xander close as they hugged each other close. Angel kissed more passionately and deeply loving being able to be like this with Xander again, he gripped Xanders waist out of habit and pressed his body against Xanders enjoying the warmth. He reached over and turned off the stove while kissing Xander deeply and passionately “I love you Xander and I will always love you”
Our bodies got pressed against each other as the kisses went by, I loved the feeling of his hands on my waist gripping me as if I was his. And I was, I was all his. I became a little out of breath and took some air when Angel talked to me “I will always love you…” I gave him one more long kiss “Let’s eat, shall we?” I smiled at him “Then we’ll see if you get dessert” I whispered to his ear and spanked his ass being careful not to be hard.
I took my plate and hand it to him so he could serve dinner and I poured his blood on his cup. Before I sat, I went to the room to look for Angel’s ring, which I saved knowing he would be back. “I saved this becase I knew you’d be back” I said walking from the bedroom towards the table. I kneeled in front of him and took his hand to put the ring back to where it belonged, and kissed there afterwards with a smile. I never took my rings off, so I showed them “See? Never stopped wearing them” I said with a wide smile before kissing him and sitting to have dinner.
Angel groaned into the kiss as Xander spoke, their lips met again and he didn’t want to stop but Xander was hungry. They broke apart again and Angel smirked then jumped when he got smacked. Angel growled teasingly at Xander as he grabbed the plate to then serve up the chicken and vegetables, he then grabbed the gravy he had made earlier and quickly heated it as he heard Xander walk through. Angel placed the food in Xander’s spot and looked up, thankful he couldn’t breath or his heart would stop as Xander kneeled down to slide the ring back on his finger. The ring he gave back to Xander to protect him, he bit his lip and closed his eyes as Xander kissed his finger afterwards, slowly reopening them with a sad smile as he saw the rings he never took off. Angel leaned forwards to kiss his ring before kissing Xander once more before sitting down. He grabbed the cup of blood, slowly sipping it and really missing human food. Angel watched Xander with a smile “You like?”
Enjoying his kisses a lot, I stood up again while kissing him back. I sat and eat the meal that Angel had prepared for me. “It’s delicious” I smiled. The ability he had to cook without tasting the food and still doing it great was amazing. Yes, I missed us two having dinner together, eating ‘human food’ as I’m sure he calls to it… but I guess I have get used to him drinking blood… again, as I did before.
We both ended our meals and I then washed all the plates and the kitchen stuff with the help of Angel. “God, I’m so tired” I said while saving the stuff. I turned around then and hugged my beloved Angel. “Shall we go to sleep now?” I kissed his chest “I really miss sleeping with you”
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Xander/Angel - Sappy romance
Xander here!: Xander/Angel - Sappy romance
Angel closed his eyes as they hugged tight, not wanting to let go of Xander at all. He kept him close and looked at him “I…Just couldn’t see a way to keep everyone safe without getting someone hurt…my intention was good but the way I did it…I’m so sorry Xander…” he…
“No no more risks…promise” they said in-between kisses and he kept Xander close as they hugged each other close. Angel kissed more passionately and deeply loving being able to be like this with Xander again, he gripped Xanders waist out of habit and pressed his body against Xanders enjoying the warmth. He reached over and turned off the stove while kissing Xander deeply and passionately “I love you Xander and I will always love you”
Our bodies got pressed against each other as the kisses went by, I loved the feeling of his hands on my waist gripping me as if I was his. And I was, I was all his. I became a little out of breath and took some air when Angel talked to me “I will always love you…” I gave him one more long kiss “Let’s eat, shall we?” I smiled at him “Then we’ll see if you get dessert” I whispered to his ear and spanked his ass being careful not to be hard.
I took my plate and hand it to him so he could serve dinner and I poured his blood on his cup. Before I sat, I went to the room to look for Angel’s ring, which I saved knowing he would be back. “I saved this becase I knew you’d be back” I said walking from the bedroom towards the table. I kneeled in front of him and took his hand to put the ring back to where it belonged, and kissed there afterwards with a smile. I never took my rings off, so I showed them “See? Never stopped wearing them” I said with a wide smile before kissing him and sitting to have dinner.
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Xander/Angel - Sappy romance
Angel closed his eyes as they hugged tight, not wanting to let go of Xander at all. He kept him close and looked at him “I…Just couldn’t see a way to keep everyone safe without getting someone hurt…my intention was good but the way I did it…I’m so sorry Xander…” he caressed Xanders face and reopened his eyes “I…When you came to the mansion I was upset and angry you came because I didn’t know if Darla or Dru would be back…I wanted to come here so many times…when you first saw me with Darla…I had to let you know to run…I’m glad you came after me at the mansion” he eventually said “I will try and stay safe…no more risks as long as you listen to me when I say run…if we’re in trouble…please I can’t lose you again Xander, I’ve nearly lost you so many times I don’t want another” then their lips met passionately, food ignored for now as Angel moved closer so Xander was pushed against the counter.
I looked him in the eyes as he talked to me and swallowed hard to see all the times I was in danger… I was so blind before… I never really saw how much of a danger I put myself in. But I don’t care, ‘cause I did it all for him, and I love him with all my heart, with everything I am. I nodded with my head and looked desperately at him, kissing him back passionately and getting pushed against the counter. I hugged him desperately and kissed him deeply. “No more risks… for any of us…” I mumbled between each kiss and kissed him with passion once again with my hands moving through all his body. “I love you, Angel” I kissed his neck down and up back to his mouth. “I love you”
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Xander/Angel - Sappy romance
Xander here!: Xander/Angel - Sappy romance
“I know I’ve said this before…but I promise I won’t be going anywhere” he said a little too quickly, he began chopping some of the chicken breast when Xander pulled away to put on some water to boil, he rushed over as Xander grabbed something to drink. He gave him a…
Angel smirked at Xander as he kissed his shoulder. Angel looked over his shoulder “I haven’t spoiled you with food as of yet” he started cooking the chicken and checked on the vegetables as he then watched Xander with eager eyes as he set the table for the both of them “Yes please…” he could just tell that Xander was still upset over everything. So he walked over to Xander and put the blood down on the counter and held his face in his hands “I know you’re upset, I disappointed you and I’m sorry…I love you and I don’t deserve any of this but I’m glad you forgave me otherwise I don’t think I could live without you” he caressed his cheek lightly “You’re upset I did what I did and the consequences were great…I want to be human again for you”
I found my face in his hands and I put mine in his waist and listened to what he was saying. After his speech, I just hugged him. It started as a weak hug but then it grew stonger and tighter and I pressed my face against his chest, trying not to cry. “It was… so hard… I felt so lost…” I opened my eyes and looked at him “I suffered a lot. But none of that matter anymore, cause I always knew you were here for me, and that you did that for a reason, I knew it, Angel” I kissed him “I love you, and I can’t live without you and that’s why I risked myself going into that mansion to bring you back. And I’m happy by just having you, I don’t want you to risk yourself again for me… I’m fine… We can build a life like this… please, Angel, just… no more risks… I love you so much” I conffesed, kissing him deeply with love.
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Xander/Angel - Sappy romance
“I know I’ve said this before…but I promise I won’t be going anywhere” he said a little too quickly, he began chopping some of the chicken breast when Xander pulled away to put on some water to boil, he rushed over as Xander grabbed something to drink. He gave him a kiss on the cheek and checked the water that was boiling “I can cook, when I lived in L.A every time we finished a case I would cook food” when the water finally boiled he put the vegetables in then grabbed out a pan to cook the chicken. Angel looked at Xander “Let me spoil you since you’re too tired to do anything”
I smiled as I watched him cooking and taking care of everything for me. I loved when he acted that way. “It’s just that I got used to us doing everything together” I had a sip of juice and then felt his kiss in my cheek which made me blush. Why did I blush? What a jerk I am sometimes.
“You cooked for the team? As a ‘yay’ celebration dinner?” I smiled “That’s nice, I bet Cordy and the guys must love your meals” I watched him then grabbing a pan for the chicken and sighed “You always spoil me” I gave him a kiss in the shoulder and prepared the table. “You’re having blood?” I asked while putting the plate on it “You know it’s dinner time for both of us, right? I think we have one or two packs in the fridge” I added placing Angel’s cup in the table next to my plate.
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Xander/Angel - Sappy romance
Xander here!: Xander/Angel - Sappy romance
Xander here!: Xander/Angel - Sappy romance
Angel had been down in the home made gym underground since he showed Spike when they were having a talk. He was pounding the punching bag hard trying to work off a lot of energy when he…
He could just tell how tired Xander was, he left Xander alone and he has been working non-stop and now he was really feeling it. Angel caressed his back and nodded when Xander said yes but was pulled into a sweet languid kiss. After kissing for what seemed like hours they broke apart slowly and unwillingly. Angel smiled as Xander walked away, he went into the kitchen and started prepping some chicken and vegetable soup for him. Angel then felt the familiar arms around his waist from behind, Angel leaned back slightly and continues to chop the vegetables “You have been working a lot more than necessary…I’m sorry for…leaving but ill try and make it up to you”
I could feel him leaning back and could sense he was really sorry for what he did, even before he turned it into words. “I know… It’s ok now. You’re with me” I whispered and separated from him to put some water to boil. I couldn’t just let him cook alone for me, specially when I was the only one eating, again. “So what did you do today?” I asked as I walked to the fridge and grabbed something to drink.
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Xander/Angel - Sappy romance
Xander here!: Xander/Angel - Sappy romance
Angel had been down in the home made gym underground since he showed Spike when they were having a talk. He was pounding the punching bag hard trying to work off a lot of energy when he heard the front door open and close then Xanders voice. He stopped hitting to…
Angel kissed Xanders lips softly as the boy talked about work. He shivered lightly at the caresses against his arm “Yeah getting back in shape…being human made me lazy” he joked for Xander. He Hughes him to his chest as he kept Xander close “I missed you too…” he rubbed Xanders back then looking at Xander “How about you get out of your work clothes and I can make you dinner? If you want, you have to be hungry by now”
Oh God, those lips, those arms around me… how much I missed them. I kept the hug for a longer time than usual, feeling him. And I usually would say ‘No’. I wouldn’t let him cook all by himself to me, without me helping him. But I was so tired… so tired physically and mentally… “That’s a great idea” I replied in a soft tone of voice.
Then, I surrounded his neck with my arms “But first… kiss me” and not even waiting for an answer, I put our lips together again, this time in a sweet and long kiss, sticking even closer to him. After a while, we separated slowly and reluctanctly. “That’s it” I smiled and caressed his face.
I went to the room afterwards and took my clothes off leaving just my boxers on and putting a bathrobe on. I went back to where Angel was cooking and hugged him from behind, burying my face in his shoulder. “Sorry I’m a little over emotional lately…” I kissed his neck “I just… I missed you…” I swallowed “It’s been lonely without you here”
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Xander/Angel - Sappy romance
Angel had been down in the home made gym underground since he showed Spike when they were having a talk. He was pounding the punching bag hard trying to work off a lot of energy when he heard the front door open and close then Xanders voice. He stopped hitting to grab a towel then to quickly run up. Angel climbed up and walked out to the lounge where Xander was “Hey how was work?” he asked as he put the towel around his neck and looked at the boy with a smile. Angel tried to be happier for Xanders benefit since he welcomes him back to their apartment, he didn’t deserve to be forgived yet Xander welcomed him back with open arms.
Another day, another dollar. I didn’t know how I kept the energy to keep on going to work while Angel was away as my world was devastated. But those days are over now. We’re not safe, but when would we be? There seemed to be something happening around all the time, menacing our lives and conditions. Still, here we are. And I’m tremendously happy I have Angel back.
I won’t lie, it hurts me when I look back at what Angel did to me. I think that it was all to keep me safe but it still hurts. The way he talked, the way he acted… I better stop thinking about that. I better smile as I always do, and go and love my beautiful Angel. I was lucky that spell was put on him so he could keep his soul. I don’t care if he’s a Vampire. After all… I fell in love with him as a Vampire, what should be different now?… Ok there were a lot of things that would be different but only one wouldn’t: the love I feel for him.
I got home and saw him walking in with a towel around his neck. I smiled as I got closer and kissed him softly “Boring, but cool. You’ve been working out?” I asked caressing his arms “How are you? I… I missed you” I hugged him, placing my head in his shoulder.
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Xander/Angel - I hate you… but I love you
Xander here!: Xander/Angel - I hate you… but I love you
Xander here!: Xander/Angel - I hate you… but I love you
Xander here!: Xander/Angel - I hate you… but I love you
I moved my hips against his, I missed his body so much. I kept on kissing him deeply while…
Their hips were moving together as their moans become louder. This was different from all the times they have had sex, he could feel something off about Xander but he let it go when Xander bit into his neck, he growled with pleasure and pressed their lips together loving the warmth. His lips trailed down to Xanders neck and he licked where he saw the bite marks “I..I love you…” he gasped and moved his hips up to bring them both closer.
I felt fully loved with each of his actions and I gasped when I felt his tongue right in the bite marks. I hugged him tight, so tight I felt our bodies were one and pulled his hair as I started getting closer to my climax. “I’m close…” I whispered to his ear and licked his earlobe, rubbing my cock against his body and cumming hard not long after that in between our bodies, but never stopping the movement so he could reach his climax as well and fill me in with his love.
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Xander/Angel - I hate you… but I love you
Xander here!: Xander/Angel - I hate you… but I love you
Xander here!: Xander/Angel - I hate you… but I love you
I moved my hips against his, I missed his body so much. I kept on kissing him deeply while unbuttoning his shirt. I felt his cold chest in my hands then “I-it’s cold…” I looked at him and…
Their clothes had disappeared and Angel should have known that Xander couldn’t hold off for too long, he moaned as Xander stroked him and flipped them so he could ease Angel inside, it was sudden and he saw the pain on Xanders face. He was rewarded with a smile and he tried to return it “I…I won’t ever….leave” he said between moans as they began a rhythm that would benefit them both. He held into Xanders hips as the boy lifted and dropped his hips on Angel’s cock. It made his head throw back in the pleasure of it.
The moans became louder as I licked and bit his neck when he threw his head back and started strocking my cock while making the rythm more intense making him get in and out of me faster and harder. My breath became heavier and I also thought his was gonna become heavier but then I remembered… he was not human anymore. His body was cold, though it was taking the warmth out of mine but it was… different. I couldn’t feel his pulse while kissing his neck and everything in him seemed so much… harder… I decided not to care, though the difference was very clear. “I love you… no matter what… I-I-I’ll alway love you…” I threw my head back feeling how he reached deeper inside and I bit his neck hardly to then kiss him deeply which let me almout out of breath.
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Xander/Angel - I hate you… but I love you
Xander here!: Xander/Angel - I hate you… but I love you
I moved my hips against his, I missed his body so much. I kept on kissing him deeply while unbuttoning his shirt. I felt his cold chest in my hands then “I-it’s cold…” I looked at him and smiled “But I don’t care” I kissed his neck and then down to his chest, teasing his nipples with my tongue,…
Angel gasped at the sudden friction between them, but didn’t pull away as their lips met deeply, he shrugged off his shirt and his body felt instantly warm at Xander’s touch. Angel looked at him worried but tried to smile for him, he moaned as Xander made his way down to his chest then back up to his lips, he nodded with Xander and he gripped Xander’s ass obligingly as they walked into the room kissing and biting, Angel pulled off Xander’s shirt and felt the instant warmth. They toppled onto the bed and Angel instantly started undoing Xander’s pants now wanting that connection with Xander again. Their lips never broke apart as Xander’s pants were thrown away and he undid his to help Xander as well.
I let him undress me completely while never stopped kissing him deeply and when we got to bed I finished taking his pants off. My hand went down directly to his cock and took his boxers away. I strocked it and moaned “I love you, please never leave me again” And I was so desperate for him I couldn’t wait a second to sit on him and make him penetrate me. It was sudden, and hurted, and as soon as he was fully inside I made a gesture of pain which I quickly replaced for a smile. I stood still for a moment looking into his eyes and smiling, to then start the movement up and down on him while kissing him all over his neck and chest , back up to his lips. “A-A-Angel… Y-you fool… never—never leave me again…” I managed to say between each moan.
